Hello Wetpixel community,
It is terribly unfortunate that my first post here is under these circumstances. I won't ask you to change your opinions but at least you will know that I am accountable for my actions and I respect you as my peers. I'm not here to make excuses nor to apologize, but to at the least give you a few details. I started scuba diving at age 12, 22 years ago. I have a degree in marine biology from UNC Wilmington and have dove in 25 foreign countries. I was a padi msdt for 10 years and I've had major type II dcs hits twice due to a PFO and don't scuba anymore after 3500 logged dives. I've been filming marine life for 12 years as a hobby and spearfish occasionally because I don't buy fish at restaurants or the grocery store. Below you will find my honest depiction of what has transpired, it is the truth, take it or leave it.
- This did happen 9 months ago, and I did put the original footage of the shark in an episode of my podcast. We were in the Gulf to have some fun hunting tuna and create promotional material for a company (please note that the company name nor my podcast were ever mentioned in the interviews). At that time I didn't bring light to the fact that it was killed because it's something we aren't proud of and the animal is very beautiful alive and swimming as seen. That's the type of content I try to capture on camera.
- We had been at the same rig for 2 days, we had used chum for the tuna and had of course interacted with Silkies and even a few Hammerheads. When the Tiger appeared it was the end of day 2 and we were done with our fishing activities. There was no bait or struggling fish around. I was filming squid and in my distraction had irresponsibly drifted about 150 feet away from Craig/DJ who were handing guns up to Cam on the boat.
- I got 'that' feeling, turned around and saw the shark broadside 15' away. I pressed record as it turned and charged. I flattened out and prepared to hit it's snout with the camera. It turned away less than 1' from camera (elapsed time 7 seconds). I yelled for support, Craig/DJ sprinted over to me as the shark came back in. Floatlines were fouling the props so Cam couldn't operate the boat over to us. The shark began a tight circle to our right, arched back and fins down. Craig was in the middle, I was behind and to his left, DJ behind and to his right with an unloaded gun. It turned in towards DJ with aggressive intent and Craig fired into it's gills (elapsed time 35 seconds). It took 3 more shafts, 'wrestling' it to the surface, tailroping and dragging it backwards, then severing the spine with a knife before it was dead (elapsed time almost 2 hours). Leaving it wounded wasn't an option. DJ and I documented all this because we are camera people and that's what we do.
- We unquestionably ate a bite each and then contemplated what to do. The jaws and tail were taken to use for educational purposes, not as trophies. We didn't want to waste the fish completely, I haven't asked Craig where they are but they were intended for a school. The photo of him displaying them was for scale of the size of the shark, he is smiling however, but I feel it is from disbelief/shock not pride, there was no high-fiving taking place. DJ regrets that photo getting out and I'm not sure how it did but it is very misconstrued. I was on the bow of the boat during this saying a prayer for the fish and myself and quietly weeping.
- The OUTSIDE article originated from DJ submitting other pics from that trip and was intended to bring light to spearfishing being an ethical practice and clean fishery. Once the shark incident was mentioned in conversation they insisted on running that in the story but promised to portray it accurately and I feel they did. We aren't the first to have killed a shark in self defense (Terry Maas, Roberto Reyes), it's a rare and remorseful risk when spearfishing.
- An online news article in the UK stemming from the OUTSIDE one ran last week and got 10 million hits the first day. We didn't know this was happening, and the article was grossly exaggerated and inaccurate. It was twisted into a 'hero' battles man-eater with no regard for the truth. A friend brought it to my attention wednesday afternoon and I thought "uh-oh, please don't let this happen...".
- Thursday morning at 6am our phones were exploding from the networks calling to book us to get the story. We really had no choice because the facts had been lost, the story was everywhere and our primary concern was the fallout within the freediving/spearfishing/ocean enthusiast community. If you're reading this then it was for respect for you that we went to New York to face the music. I feel that to have done nothing would be even worse.
It's over now and I'm looking forward to getting back to a peaceful life on the coast. It's so unfortunate that all this craziness came from the worst day of diving in my life. And although I truly believe we had no other option, ask myself daily 'why didn't it just keep swimming?' But I also wonder what may have happened if I had continued shooting those squid for another few seconds and not turned around...
I've turned down Discovery and Animal Planet sensation show offers, but have opened discussion with them about me participating in a shark awareness/conservation production as an attempt to atone for the damage done by this press. I don't expect forgiveness but I want it to be known that for me this isn't over. Regardless, I have even more respect for the ocean now than before any of this and I appreciate all of your input and objections because I truly regret what has come of this. Please PM me if anyone would like further information, there is nothing to hide.
Ryan McInnis